School

So the kiddos started school last Tues and here is the update. Adam is LOVING it so far. He is so happy to be children his own age and he is in heaven with 3 recesses a day. He said that he has made friends but he doesn't know their names. Its so hard to let your kids go on their own knowing that someone could be mean to them. He is a pretty sensitive kid in that way and don't think its something he would come home and tell me about. Those things usually come out here and there out of nowhere. Summer is doing OK. I think it hit her the first day that this really starting all over. She was really excited to go but then was down that evening. She said everyone is staring at her and talking about her. I told her these kids have been staring at each other for 5 years so now they have someone new to stare at. and of course she is so pretty who wouldn't stare at her? But she takes it the wrong way- like she is a freak or something. She is becoming more self conscience of herself lately. I think that's part of getting closer to that preteen age. I don't think she is growing up too fast though- she still enjoys playing with Adam and watching PBS. Hopefully that won't change any time soon. I think once she gets comfortable there she will be fine. She gets nervous like me when she doesn't know what to expect. She needs that consistent routine in her life.

I am at home by myself right now at home and LOVING IT! I just need to schedule my day so that get everything done I need to do. I don't know what I will be doing - I was thinking of subbing until I figure out what is going on with this business. I keep on praying about it so I will keep you updated.