The view driving up to the Bridger mountains. I told Ali "Stop the Car! I have to take a picture!"My life is not perfect but this is as good as its ever been. I get to wake up everyday and chose what I want "us" to do. Today I got a free pass to the gym so I took Adam and I worked out while he played in their kids area. It has a huge climber with slides, balls to play in, etc so he loved it. Then, we went swimming together and let me tell you that was NICE. There was only one other person there and we sat in the hot tub and just had fun. Thinking about joining the family there.
I am still thinking about this business in my mind. I just haven't taken any steps to start it. I am honest- I am scared. Scared that I will start it , put all the effort heart and soul and then fail. So then I was watching the Biggest Loser Tues and the trainer said something that struck me- what if everyone went around saying I can't do it. Of course there are millions of reasons why we cant lose weight, go back to school, skydive, whatever, but what if everyone thought that way? There would be new business, no creativity, nothing new! I think my other problem I guess is that I am trying to live my life with God's will for me. I still struggle with this because its not like God is gonna come out of the sky and say "Yes, Jen you should start this business. I think its an excellent idea". Noway! I just think about my intentions: hopefully to help some people who can come and help me, to bring something to this town that it does not have, to get people to try something new and healthy. My intention is truly not to be a millionare, I just want to start something that will pay some bills. If it grows great, but I am not looking to do this to be rich. I also try to read God's word but I have to admit I have not been doing that everyday either. That helps me to get an idea of HOW I should be living.
OK well I am sure you are wondering what this business is. Not ready to reveal it yet. Not sure if I am ready to even seriously think about it. Not sure if this is what I want to do! In the meantime- it is really cold here... 0 degrees to the teens. It really beautiful though!
I am still thinking about this business in my mind. I just haven't taken any steps to start it. I am honest- I am scared. Scared that I will start it , put all the effort heart and soul and then fail. So then I was watching the Biggest Loser Tues and the trainer said something that struck me- what if everyone went around saying I can't do it. Of course there are millions of reasons why we cant lose weight, go back to school, skydive, whatever, but what if everyone thought that way? There would be new business, no creativity, nothing new! I think my other problem I guess is that I am trying to live my life with God's will for me. I still struggle with this because its not like God is gonna come out of the sky and say "Yes, Jen you should start this business. I think its an excellent idea". Noway! I just think about my intentions: hopefully to help some people who can come and help me, to bring something to this town that it does not have, to get people to try something new and healthy. My intention is truly not to be a millionare, I just want to start something that will pay some bills. If it grows great, but I am not looking to do this to be rich. I also try to read God's word but I have to admit I have not been doing that everyday either. That helps me to get an idea of HOW I should be living.
OK well I am sure you are wondering what this business is. Not ready to reveal it yet. Not sure if I am ready to even seriously think about it. Not sure if this is what I want to do! In the meantime- it is really cold here... 0 degrees to the teens. It really beautiful though!
2 comments:
good luck on whatever you thinking about ,and don't be scared. take ur chance!
Thanks Marwa- we'll see what happens!
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